Not me. Not today. Today is a bug day. That's why it's appropriate to draw the Seven of Wands today.
In 78 Degrees of Wisdom, Rachel Pollack says this about the suit of Wands, "Fire symbolizes the very energy of existence. Because it rises, constantly leaping upwards, fire stands for optimism, confidence, hope." I could certainly use some of that today. Regarding the seven she writes, "Through active conflict the figure in the card rises above any depression into the clear intoxicating air."
In the card we see a man defending his home against six enemies. While it looks like a losing cause the man stands ready. Secure in his knowledge of victory. This victory is further seen in the light that reflects off of only his wand. The others remain dull.
Notice that the man is inside his house guarding the foyer and the way out to the starry night beyond. Unlike the Five of Swords which shows conflict and competition among others, the Seven shows the energies we fight are within our own homes, within ourselves.
This card also reminds me of the Eight of Swords, but while the woman in the Eight is bound by her fears, the man in the Seven of Wands knows he must take action and fight. He must remain vigilant or surrender like the bound woman.
As a person afflicted with depression this speaks to me. I must remain alert and aware of the darkness within. Even when things are going fine I need to be on my toes.
This has been trying day. I had to pull myself out of bed to face the day and every little thing is grating on my nerves (not exactly a great day to be in customer service!).
The Seven of Wands tells me to dig in and stay strong. That victory is soon at hand.
Sorry you're feeling so bad :( If it is any consolation, we were talking about how this week has been "off" but we don't know why. Very strange energy. I think it is coming off of Mercury retrograde and the full moon on Monday.
ReplyDeleteI've been feeling the same way. :( The feeling usually eases off as the day goes on, but comes back every day. I've dealt with depression, on and off, along with anxiety, for years. I'm glad you're feeling better now. :) <3
ReplyDeleteOh, yes... I was thinking when I clicked through, about the Seven of wands that I chose a couple of weeks ago. It came out in my daily, with Death, the Moon, and the Seven of Cups. I saw it as feeling the need to fight against something that wasn't really there (in most cases - or all that important in the grand scheme of things). :)
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